thoughts
At 12:33 PM on
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
thing is, i started 're-living' the memories i had..thoughts of with kenneth, of programme comm last year, of friends, of school...basically of everthing.
kenneth:
darling. thanks so much for being with me these 9 months.thanks for being here to support me.motivate me.encourage me.console me.love me. basically adorn me with your love. you have no idea how much this means to me. 'this' refers to both things. you being there for me to lean on and rest my head on your shoulders when i'm feeling down or weary and also the relationship. i'm taking it very seriously and would want to spend my life with you. i can't actually see it forming but i would wanna try it.
programme:
babies. it just struck me how much you guys really have grown from day 1 when me and clifton and saf took you guys in for interviews to the day when FOC was over. knowing that you all have learnt something and found it educational is fulfilling..on my part. being able to make that impact with you all also made it worthwhile. i am thankful for having you guys in programme because i feel that this time, the bond we all share is just fantastic. chemistry and all that. thanks or letting me have the chance to know you better and make that wish of mine come true.
friends:
huiling,fen,yiling - thanks for being there for me these years. i know we haven't been meeting up much these months but i believe that our relationship goes far beyond just meeting up and catching up. i believe we share a certain connectivity with each other that makes this friendship we share so special and unique.
to everyone i know - thanks for all the ways which you guys have made me grown to become. i am proud of who i am and i believe that it is only possible for me to attain this when i have friends around who are concerned about me. i believe that what i have been through is all for a reason and that i take these into lesson and accept it as part of my growing and learning journey called "life".
school:
i am proud to be a third year student. however, i really enjoy schooling and do not wish to complete it so soon. i'll be leaving in less than a month and graduating in about 7 months? oh god. its just too fast. i am still unsure of what i wanna do after i graduate. im not sure if i wanna get a degree..and if i do, in what area. however, i do know that i would seriously consider staying in korea if hilton does offer me a job upon completion of my internship with them.
from then on, everything else just becomes a blur to me.
for now, i'll just enjoy myself before i fly.
so people, please let me know when we could meet up? in LOVE,
pr social butterfly pam