on second note..
At 11:47 PM on
Monday, October 17, 2005
wells i just have one topic to blog abt now.
i found out what's WRONG with ME..
one thing, i am afraid to start relationships.
damn,that's bad.
recent stuffs have made me realise this FEAR of mine.
so what if someone asked me out?
the initial response when he asked me out was: okay, i'll just give it a shot. just see how it goes.
but damn, the after-question-feeling is so bloody different.
i really question myself.
will it turn out alright?
maybe he'll be turned off by me?
maybe we wouldn't be able to hit it off?
maybe it is really not a good idea?
blahs. all the maybe-s popping out for questioning.
shish.i don't like it.and i don't wana think about it cos it'll only make me think of the worse.
damn it.
oh whatever!!
anyways.one good thing is i'm gona be working at SATS again tmr.
and the pay's $9/hr.
bloody good!..hees.
then i'll head to salsa in sentosa.woopees!
blog abt SATS tmr when i reach back.
tatas! in LOVE,
pr social butterfly pam