family ties.what's it to you?
At 1:55 AM on
Thursday, October 20, 2005
i am so in the wrong mood but i am so gonna use this opportunity to thrash out my feelings.
*current situation: i'm
here's the deal.
about two to three weeks ago, my dad wanted my mum to go visit him in russia, his working place la. and so when my mum heard it, she approached my granma for help.
and she agreed to help my mum look after us when she's away.
so now the problem is. my mum can't get the visa in time so my dad suggested she go over to korea first cos he's gg back for a while this end of month.
in fact is this coming monday. so when they get to korea, he'll get the HQ people in his company to get my mum's visa done.
if all goes well, then she'll go russia with him. if she can't get the visa done in korea, then she'll fly back here on the 31st.
so now, my granma has this wedding dinner tmr night and my mum offered to help her find a suitable bag for her. so just now when i was out, all this happened:
she called my granma regarding the bag, then my granma mentioned that she wouldn't be able to help her look after us anyway because my two uncles are flying overseas consecutively.
then my uncle's wife would follow her husband to thailand to make her wedding dress for this coming december. and so my granny wouldn't be able to help look after us.
i mean..
WHERE IS THE LOGIC???
THEY ARE FLYING OFF AND SHE SAYS SHE CAN'T LOOK AFETR US?
I MEAN..SHE'S NOT THE PERSON FLYING OFF LA!!
then now my mum is like stuck in between. thank goodness she didn't confirm the flight today. if not she might have wasted the money. i mean, seriously la.
....just a simple help also cannot?
is really very frustrating you know?
i mean, my mum has always helped her, my granma that is.
bring her out, blah blah blah.
my other aunts don't even spend much time with her
TO BE TRUE
THEY DONT EVEN BRING HER OUT AT ALL.
i mean really la. is all bullshits la. without reasons.
is really
my aunts gives her monthly expenses though my mum doesn't because we have like financial difficulties. but my mum spends more on her when she goes out, than compared to my aunt's contribution la. and my granma seems to be unsatisfied with it la. and she always picks on me and my brother for NO
i mean, logic or not? not fair la. what kinda world is this? she's my granma after all. aren't all granmas supposed to be kind and loving?
can't she love us more?not fair. really la.
*damn i cant stop the tears*.
it's really heartbreaking to know this you know?
she don't even give a
so
i really doubt it. if she does then she wouldn't be treating us like hell.
serious. it all shows in her actions.
oh and my mum offered to do my granma's dress when we went thailand and my granma bought silk to make her dress.
i mean. seriously la.. my heart breaks when my granma treats my mum like that after all that my mum has done for her. she was really upset after hearing this.
she went out with her friend to do grocery shopping. said she had to take a breather. and recently there's alota stuffs happening in the house.the
serious.
i'm really tired from all this.
where are the family bonds that i was expecting to see? the helpfulness and kindness and caring nature of my family?
i have 8
i am emotionally drained.i really am. in LOVE,
pr social butterfly pam