At 3:52 AM on
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
lots have happened since i last blogged..'he' asking for patching up..me falling for yet 'HIM'..and crazy about 'HIM'..thinking about 'HIM'..wishing i can see 'HIM'..going to the lounge just to see 'HIM'..and people making fun of me n 'HIM' together..
am i going nuts about 'HIM'?..oh god..i'm at it yet again..'HE' just seems so nice.gentlemanly.friendly.warm.sincere..it just doesn't seem as though 'HE' is what i have heard of..
a friend of mine..told me something about 'HIM' which happened to her friend..and it just seems totally impossible..and out-of-the-world thingy..for me..i feel that because i have not ssen it before..i will not bear that kind of judgement against 'HIM'..it would be unfair if that wasn't the truth..not that i don't believe my friend's friend..i trust her..but i just haven't seen it for myself..
and maybe i could just hold a bit of hope that if we do get together..i could change 'HIM'..
and maybe that's why suet says i'm going nuts..
and maybe i agree with her cos i have never seen myself act so crazy before..apart from the trip last time with my choir to perth australia..cos the guy at the MaC counter looks just absolutely to-die-for..
and maybe i can just stop using the word..cos this virus is just spreading to everyone i know..
cos maybe even my mum is affected by this virus..
and maybe i'm going to do my hair..like maybe later in the day or maybe tomorrow..
and maybe i might go down to jp for billy bom-bom interview..
cos maybe i need the extra cash to buy whatever i want..
and i should end it here..if not..even the com would get this virus..
i just cant help myself from thinking about 'HIM'..
it's so unfair..
*..i aM wAiTiNg..sTiLL wAiTiNg..WiLL bE wAiTiNg..*
in LOVE,
pr social butterfly pam